Normal lessons today....
MT 1st period... timed practice...
Den the rest of the periods was like...
S-I-A-N....
Talkin bout those eerie stuffs again...
so...
Sth things shouldnt say la...
haha...
ok... so after school went to BBP...
Eat mcd....haha.... fight for seats...
lol... den eat so much....
aft dat ying went to buy her
forget me not...
actualli wanna buy the true love de...
but wanted to see if there is more
nicer de... so nv buy...
went to NTUC 2nd level to look...
all smells funny.... Fbt sold there too...
got money wanna buy..haha...
actually i got many thing wanna buy de...but
i have been controlling myself as i noe...
i shld not spend so much since our family de
hand is so tight...haiz... nvm...save till many many le...
den spend a little...
tomolo is ss paper le... dun noe wad to do..
didnt even look at the revision paper or TB...
gonna flunk it for sure....
I'm juz like...so..so...so...
lazy....
lazy to study...
lazy to work..
lazy to eat..
lazy to walk around..
lazy to blog...
lazy to shop...
lazy to sit...
lazy to even wake up..
seems like i have to face many things
and problems once i open my eyes....
its rushing too fast... too fast...
such an idiot.

Okay.... so...
Its eerie day number 2...
Everything seems like a dream now..
its an illusion... dats wad i've
been trying to convince myself...
But i shall believe wad joanne say..
as wad dey said...
its better to be safe den sorry...
Dun noe it wad way i shall blog about today..
its just dat.... ok... so.. she juz saw sth and...
sth dat we cant see.... every1 is afraid and..yah...
so dat it is... shall stop here....
Anyway... i still had a good slp today afternoon..
too tired to think of anytink maybe...
juz felt tired and fell asleep....
wake up at ard 9pm to hv my dinner...
haha...
dey went to KFC to eat dis afternoon... when
dey told me dey wan to go on diet... nice diet...
ok..so... didnt have any nightmares during my sleep..
so i assume everything is alright...
just hope dat everything will get back
to normal tomolo....
Hope dat joanne's fine too....

Well.. an interesting day today...
Went to skl feelin sick again... and we had lessons
per normal.....
The whole skl is like so quiet and eerie as the express class had
exams in another block and sum didnt even have to cum 2 skl...
Talking about eerie..., sth eerie did happen to BAZYQE during
recess time.. is it our own thinkin or is it........?
But its realli wierd about dat video...
shall stop thinkin or i wun hav a gd slp today...
EL period was a free period as Ms Ong was not here..
Its like... ghost story time.. haha....
We played blind mice in class after skl when there
were onli the 6 of us...
Da zhu was the blind mice and it was quite fun...
i video part of it but couldnt "see" anything...
We went to BBP after dat and Datou and ducky bought
a bra each.. We shop here and dere and went hme after dat..

A conclusion on wad happen today...
we met wierd things,wierd ppl and its realli a wierd day..
thinkin about it makes me wanna...................................
SHIT.
Guai lan many by passers today..haha...
shall go to the toilet now... cnt tahan le...

SATURDAY

workin frm1 to 9.30...
feels like so long so long to me...
they went to have dinner and idah and
kuang siang waited for me after dat..
Wanted to leave when poh choo wasnt
quite satisfied about the crew room..
haiyo.. so ma fan arh...haha...
Took the train wid idah and kuang siang,
idah was chatting wid her friends on the phone
when she suddenly got so agitated and cried. so
we got down the train at redhill and waited for her...
reached hme at ard 11+ after dat...
Hope Idah is fine now. :)


SUNDAY

Was working at 9am but reached at around 8.10am.
Met with Huang hui and passed him some things...
chat awhile and went in to work...was late by 3 mins...
and Uncle Wee Kuan thought i overslept...haha.
Went to kitchen and i gave him the surprised look when he told
me i have to do kitchen. Well.. at least Alicia is in there
to suffer as well..haha... kuang siang came at ard 9.30 and alicia is free
frm kitchen!! So there was me, ks ,lily and sally in the kitchen,
not as bad as a normal weekday. Actually i enjoyed quite abit as
it wasnt very stressful but i would have enjoyed more if the kitchen
only has me, ks , alicia and esther... haha.. became the pc after dat and
went for break.. i was at the counter after my break.
Idah has to be verified by the SAE and she was quite nervous.
I can see that she forced up her smile although she wasnt at all
happy dat day. Knock off at 5.3opm with ks and went to got sth to eat.
Toook the train hme wid cia,ks and esther and we saw
sum1 we didnt really want to see...

TODAY

Had the 1st paper for our mid year exams today.
English.
Paper 1 was quite ok for me although i felt i didn't have enough
points for my essay.
I felt like i was doing my Paper 2 in my dreams.
It didnt really know the answers for many questions
and so i fill it up with my own words.haha.
Having a little cough and flu today...
looks like i'm gonna have a fever soon.
Was sweating like hell in skl and outside
skl... Walked hme after dat as we were dismissed at 1pm.
they met up to do some revision for exams but i didnt
went as i didnt feel quite ok. Sotong didnt went too.

Could'nt post yesterday...
Shall post wad happen yesterday..
Well.. dere was sum free periods yesterday,
Ms Ong was'nt here for eng lesson
and Mdm Yu was on M.C.
Although there was another teacher
named Mr Seow who came in,
there seems like there is no one listening to him..
While sotong,duchy and piggo was slping,
me and nai tou practiced for orals...
haha.."practice" i mean..
very funny lar...
we woke dem up wid the noise we made.
haha... Da tou wished us gd luck too..
Den finally, when the oral exam came, we
went for eng oral den cl oral..
both was quite ok for me..
Ms Ong for EL and Mdm Cai Hong for CL.
After the eng exam den i realised,
i didnt greet Ms Ong! omg..gonna die soon...
So,after the exams, we were supposed to report for detention,
but it was cancelled. whoo~

SO, we went to mac to slack and chat after
eating at the coffee shop, naitou,piggo and sotong went hme,
so left wid me and ducky...so we went to the staircase at sat
down dere to chat.. it was so funny tat ppl tt walked passed tot we were crazy.
haha. We still danced and sing song...
at ard 6+ we tot of the bbq chicken wing tat we missed out..
so we went to buy the chix wings.. haha...
We went hme after dat.

Some things dat are not meant to be urs wun be urs
no matter how hard u strive or work for it. Accept the fate.

Had not been posting for the pass 3 days...
Coz didnt have the time to do dat...
Only have time to sleep.. my favourite...
Well.. busy at tbp nowadays...
sry BAZYQE- missed out few
days fun after sch with u guys..haha..
Anyway... i cant believe time flies so fast..
we're havin our mid-year oral exams tomolo..
and.. english paper next week... omg...
everything seems to be rushing up...
there's no more time left.. realli...
and wtf am i doin.. slack....
with all the teaches pointing towards us..
how we gonna learn? well...
i guess i shouldnt blame dem...
it was my fault.. its my exam
and i'm gonna take it... not the teachers..
dats wad teachers always say...

Maybe i should start studying...
but.. where do i start..
i'm just not good at these..
i shall spend my time sleeping..

Good night.

The above is wad i post when i was half awake.
I'm drunk.. haha... hope i didnt post anything wrong.

A sleepy day at school..
Nearly fell asleep in many lessons..
Tiring day... thx to da zhu and sotong's sweets
dat kept me awake for ss lesson...
looks like many teachers doesn't
really like BAZYQE.
haha.. who cares actually...
we love ourselves.
looks like we got ourselves
a detention for not doing hwk..
Ymp was another boring lesson
when we have to do our maths time practice
and rush our ss assignment as well.
Our favourite maths teacher doesn'nt
seem to like us alot as i got a warning from him.
btw... very sweet of ducky to say this..
Duck: "ta qi fu ni yao gen wo men jiang arh!!"
haha.. thx u duck!!

BAZYQE went to mac after school and wow...
a mountain of fries.. hahas.
Nai tou and Duck came to my hse and use the com for awhile..
Dazhu went to look for huishan and
Sotong and Datou went hme..

Oh.. suddenly rmb...
AH DO GEN!! haha...
Ducky rox!!
Vry funny when YY and YW wanted
to go to the toilet... laugh till stomach pain..
lol...

After another day wid BAZYQE-.
I feel i am most relax when we're together..
haha... laughters..
wad would my life in skool be without BAZYQE? Boring.
haha... Thx u BAZYQE! frens forever!

Hmm.. goin to wrk again later....
so bored. so bored.
Da Zhu had been tellin me not to be
so emo when she is actually much
much more emo den me. Ha.
Realli dun feel like wrkin anymore.
But would i bear to leave just like dat?
Told Pc dat i'm resigning,
she can realli kill me with a glance,
like wad da zhu wanted to do to me.
I tink she juz take it dat i'm joking,
maybe i'm never serious before.
I realli cant let myself get tortured by
a Goblin or Goblet once every week...
Its too sad. realli sad.
Many ppl are telling me tat day
are resigning but how many will
realli leave in the end? Action speaks louder den words.
I'm one of dem and i admit it. haha. so stupid.

Anywae, I'm happy with BAZYQE-.
Although everyone is emo... tts gd actualli..
when 1 is emo, the other will be
and when 1 is happy, the rest will be too..
haha.. so fun man...
we'll soon becum birds..
Ppl out there, watch out coz
BAZYQE is cuming ur way!
*ROAR* LOL.. LAME.

Had the school's sports day today...
nothing much interesting actually....
was the same as the pass few years...
coz had been attending the sports day
for 4 years... dun feel anytink anymore..
ma mu le... ha.
The only difference is dat,
there r more teachers whu fell down today,
compared to the last few years..
where mr tham had been the laughing stock for
2 years.... when he fell down at the cck stadium..
haha.
Da tou was wid us too...
She wore the red hse t-shirt and changed to yellow
and came to sit wid us
and when everything ended,
she changed back again.
same for peiyee.
Went hme after dat.

Its raining heavily now...
looks like a sad weather..
maybe coz its a sad day and many ppl feel sad.
especially ppl ard me...
Ppl ard me r so emo dis few weeks...
my frends,my family...
so emo.. and I was influenced..
emo...
stressed too...exams comin up and i'm still
slacking.. guess i'm gonna flung my exams..
Everythin dat goes inside my head will come out.
I can't seems to remember things tat i am supposed to,
but remember things tat i should not or can choose not to rmb..
wads wrong wid me...
I should get some memory booster pills...
would that help?
Try posting tis few days as much as i can when i
get to use the pc.
Coz i know i wun blog for a long time again.
My mum gonna rent out another room,
and she found sum1.
Gonna move in during May.
Ppl frm China,hope can get along well wid dem..
Gonna go out wid Da tou,cia and ster..
Goin to TBP to get the crew room done..
hope nth happens tis time round..
coz looks like we're not prepared.

Better be goin now..
or i'll be late.

Had the school's sports day today...
nothing much interesting actually....
was the same as the pass few years...
coz had been attending the sports day
for 4 years... dun feel anytink anymore..
ma mu le... ha.
The only difference is dat,
there r more teachers whu fell down today,
compared to the last few years..
where mr tham had been the laughing stock for
2 years.... when he fell down at the cck stadium..
haha.
Da tou was wid us too...
She wore the red hse t-shirt and changed to yellow
and came to sit wid us
and when everything ended,
she changed back again.
same for peiyee.
Went hme after dat.

Its raining heavily now...
looks like a sad weather..
maybe coz its a sad day and many ppl feel sad.
especially ppl ard me...
Ppl ard me r so emo dis few weeks...
my frends,my family...
so emo.. and I was influenced..
emo...
stressed too...exams comin up and i'm still
slacking.. guess i'm gonna flung my exams..
Everythin dat goes inside my head will come out.
I can't seems to remember things tat i am supposed to,
but remember things tat i should not or can choose not to rmb..
wads wrong wid me...
I should get some memory booster pills...
would that help?
Try posting tis few days as much as i can when i
get to use the pc.
Coz i know i wun blog for a long time again.
My mum gonna rent out another room,
and she found sum1.
Gonna move in during May.
Ppl frm China,hope can get along well wid dem..
Gonna go out wid Da tou,cia and ster..
Goin to TBP to get the crew room done..
hope nth happens tis time round..
coz looks like we're not prepared.

Better be goin now..
or i'll be late.

okok.
Today was a crazy day.
Was playing with BAZYQE tis few days..
the fren thingy..
YING is my freN!!
hahas... nobody can bully her!
and nobody can bully me!
coz ying will be there!
haha.. vry crazy lar...
Nth much at skl actually.. had test for chinese
and english period..
Den i finally passed my chemistry test..
wun be 'zhen dui' by teacher le...
Physics oso slack.. and i gave Yuwei and Ying Ying
each a phone... haha... After skl oso
play wid Yuwei and ying..
so funny lor...nai tou..haha...
ppl say we er xin.. dey crazy..
i am born to be bian tai and er xin.. too bad..
dey act cute can we er xin cannot meh..?

Den aft dat went to mac wid cia and ster..
after we eat we still nv go hme...
sit dere and chat alot... realli alot..haha...
and now i am here infront of my com..
blogging...

I am lazy.
I am tired.
I am crazy.
I am sick.
I am pissed off.
I am sad.
I am happy.
I am emotionally sick.
I am missing.
I am scared.
I am terrified.
I am frightened.
I am shocked.
I am mentally.... not ok...
I am sick and tired of everything.

CRAZY ARH!!~~

GOH PEI QI
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TBP#59
04/12/91
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